It was kind of sad because this may be the last time.
I got off the bus and stepped into the school in which the math contest was to be held. It was a reallt weird idea that I was waving my hands saying goodbye to my dream of math at the exact moment when I chose to continue. I have been taking part in math contests ever since I was an elementary kid vaguely knowing what math is and what competitions mean. But for none of the times I won. I couldn’t remember for how many times I have excitedly stepped into the test room, got disappointed stepping out of the test room and turned out to be completely frustrated when hearing about the results of the test. This has become a ritual and ridiculous formula of my taking part in the math contests. For every one of the failure, I more than once told firmly to myself that there would be another opportunity and so called next time. Sure there would be and there is. But it is never for me. I tried and tried, failed and failed. I have always wanted to make up for all the loss by waiting for the next time. I never came to realize all these were just a comfort of my own. I have taking winning a math competition as one of my dreams in the beautiful childhood and now it proved that I was wrong. Probably I was not born for math. So this would probably the last time because I fear that I was no longer able to suffer the pain one more time although I have expierienced so much. Everything has a limit.
I murmured to myself that it I failed to win time then I was destined to stop going forward because one needs to learn about giving up. Certainly I knew the result. And I fear the result was to my flattered ideal, meaning that this was the end of my pursuing of math dream.
I haven’t known the result yet but I think I have already had an answer in my mind. It would be my last time, last time of perceiving that soon to be lost pain

The first thing came to my mind was going to see my Duoduo when I came back from Shanghai. I missed her so much after not seeing her for a whole week, missing her na?ve smile, her chubby arms and legs, and missing she kicked me while sleeping with her ,even which could make me have a sleepless night.
I just wanted to wrap my arms around her and never let her go when I saw her, she was so chubby in a yellow coat. She looked calmly, but her eyes kept looking at me, I knew she missed me too. Afterward, when I was busy with my clothes and didn’t pay attention to her, she would come to me and dragged my leg, begging me to play Majiang with her. LOL! That’s one of her favorite game. We both sitted on the floor and played with the tiles. And of course I had a sleepless night that night..
I hope my love to her could urge me write more English and update my blog often.

I am a frequenter of hospital because my health is no good, I have to often see the doctor. but my illness is not serious, such as stomach illness, cold.
Basically I have no confidence on those doctors’ medical competency, many experiences in hospital lead me not to trust them. Most of doctors always like to show apathy when they facing patience, it’s hard to find any sympathy from their face.
Many doctors are not good at finding root cause of patient’s illness, their strongpoint is on selling all kinds of expensive medicines to patients. Even some of them have no basic capability to deal with ordinary illness. They can receive rich brokerage from medicine-sale companies if they successfully recommend those expensive medicines to patients.
Most of doctors’ checking the patients’ ill totally rely on modern medical instruments. Even deal with ordinary cold, they always let patients to do physic check by modern instrument, the fee certainly is very expensive, which result in that many people will not go to hospital even if they have a cold or stomach illness. Buying some medicines form drugstore looks like more economical.
I often met this kind of doctor, when I sit on the front of them, I told them my stomach was no good, they would ask me: which kind of medicine will you like to have. If you have no answer, then they would recommend several kinds of expensive medicine, you have to pay more money to buy these medicines if you have own idea. Generally I am able to distinguish which is my need, which is not, I always refuse expensive ones and select effective and economical ones.

It will be the Tomb-sweeping Day the day after tomorrow,it will be the legal holiday for the first time.None of students don’t like having a holiday, I think.To our surprise,we have a four day’s holiday altogether and we have been free since tonight.
what about you?my dear friends,do you have a long holiday like me,I hope so,if we have a long holiday we can relax ourselves well,the more important is we can take this chance to sweep graves of our ancestors or loved .In my hometown,it is certain to be very lively these days,the elder will take the younger generation to sweep graves,in most case,they will bring some food which prepared for the ancestors usually include chicken,pork,cake, fruit and so on. As to me, I have only swept the tomb once long long ago but I remember that day clearly.I was just in the hometown that day,followed my uncle and aunt,we climbed the mountain for a long time,my uncle told me that my grandfather and grandmother’s tomb was there,though I had never seen them before I wanted to show my respect.
I am sorry,because of the distance,I can’t go back to the hometown again and again,in despite of that,I sincerely bless my uncle and aunt,wish them all well !

AS the weather report said,the bad weather was coming because of the typhoon “HuanXiong(浣熊)”,with the development of science and technology the weather forecast was more and more accurate.
It was sunny in the morning but soon turned terrible in the afternoon,ha,if you were no in GuangDong you didn’t need to worry about it ,lucky it was weekend,if only I stay in the dormitory nothing would influence me,I hope the good weather will coming soon.

My elder brother was an excellent student when he was at school and at home he was a good brother who took good care of me,thank you,my dear brother,I ‘d appreciate it.
Time flies!my elder brother will be father soon,but what he said and what he did were clearly standing in my mind,there was one thing left a deep impression on me,I remembered my brother never used the school bag when he went to school,instead of it he prefered a plastic bag which was used for holding the clothes,it looked very nice and suited him even more……
I imitated him today,I held my books with the plastic bag,it could recycle for many times. ha,I hope I am as excellent as my brother.

The summer vacation is coming but the final examination is coming at the same time,I was more and more busy,little time to play computer,I had to spend most of my time reviewing my lessions in the library ,it was boring but a real-life problem.I hope the year’s result is better than last year’s.

There isn’t any one answer to any of the problems above. There are choices though: you can either seek out an answer, something that addresses why you are hurting your relationship, or you can resign yourself to the failure of your relationship (and maybe the next one, and the next one, and…). Failure doesn’t always mean you break up — many people aren’t that lucky. But people can live quite unhappily in failed relationships for years and even decades because they’re afraid they won’t find anything better, or worse, they’re afraid they deserve it. Don’t you be one of them — if you suffer from any of these problems, figure out how to fix it, whether that means therapy, a solo mountain retreat, or just talking to your partner and committing yourselves to change.

MOSCOW (CNN) — Water pipes burst during repair work Monday at Russia’s largest hydroelectric plant, causing an explosion that killed at least 10 workers and left 68 missing, Russian Emergency Situations Minister Sergei Shoigu told reporters.
The incident at Sayano-Shushenskaya hydroelectric plant in southern Siberia caused a major power disruption in the area. Power shortages were reported about 600 miles away in the city of Tomsk and the mining area of Kuzbass.
Federal investigators said a transformer exploded after a sudden change in water pressure caused a pipe to burst during repair work, flooding the engine room where turbines are and destroying walls and ceiling.
Ten people were confirmed dead, 14 were injured and 68 were unaccounted for, officials said.
“At the moment we cannot determine whether these (unaccounted-for) people were down there or managed to get out somewhere, but we know that there were that many people on this shift,” Andrei Klyuvev, an emergency situations ministry official at the site, said on Russian State TV.
The plant’s dam was not damaged, and the accident posed no threat to towns further south along the Yenisei River.

I never considered opera was just an art of “Grannies”,and a considerable amount of young people take it as one of their favorite hobbies.Some can even sing it quite well.I remember that my mother were a fan of Shaoxing opera,she always repeated the lines from the famous “A dream of red mansion”which echos in my mind time to time.I love Shaoxing opera as well,for poetic lyrics and euphonious rhythm,also graceful actors and actresses.

Shaoxing Opera gives one’s inner heart a different feeling,as a kind of opera among operas originated from south of the Yangtze River,it has its own characteristic:peaceful,relieving and aesthetic. From music,clothes and make up of performers to librettos,so much things worth appreciating! Ancient ethics embody in classic Chinese lines,traditional virtues are carried forward.My mind becomes placid with the lines going through…